Running running running around. Sleep deficiency is the order of the day. Weekday, weekend, who cares; demands on time are still there. Short term memory getting from bad to worse! Can't recall names as easily as I could before. Relying on my organizer more. No PDA, please, tak kuasa nak update. Just a little tightening on the head screws should do it! (Just.)
At the end of the day, you know what's best of all? I'D HAVE IT NO OTHER WAY. I actually LOVE buzzing around and having an agenda to follow through.
Which explains why having a WHOLE DAY to myself is so weird.
No work scheduled, no worship practice, no agenda except to get to church at 5.30pm for cell-group duty for Saturday service. Might as well sit in, so that means tomorrow morning is ANOTHER day to myself, and then there's MONDAY public holiday too!
What am I going to do with myself?
1) Blog? - But then it's been quite uneventful so far, and I love my work too much to bitch about it.
2) Read? - Now that's an idea. Better start reading more and buying more books to MAX OUT my RM1,000 tax relief when I fill in next year's forms.
3) Catch-up? - Maybe... but only for a select few. Have dated my housemate for dinner tomorrow to celebrate her birthday last month. (She was going veggie-only then, and that's over...) ... Am also thinking of getting an old movie kaki out again... it's been too long... (on more fronts than one).
4) Be with sister? Oh, but her Penang-based boyfriend is in town this weekend... Okay, that's driver duty for me... hehehe... but I love her to bits.
5) Finish my songs! - Hey! THAT'S a good one! There's a half-written song and then a stray tune recorded somewhere in my phone... Gotta read more of the Alkitab so that my Malay phrases are more accurate and the words flow better...
... I must say it's nice to have a real balance in my days... Space to look into .. space (!) and take a breather and not yell/be yelled at. Life's been a bit lopsided for months now, but I genuinely, honestly, must absolutely state that I have placed every bit of my energy into life and I LOVE IT that way =)
Yippee~!!
4 comments:
Hi, I am Jiang Mun - the one you always see in CDPC. There you go - I told you...signs of quarter-life crisis. Having a free day (supposedly a luxury to many of us) on your part seems like an uphill task. Tsk tsk tsk...! Or rather, I reckon it's the age-catching-up-on-you crisis. :P
Hi Jiang Mun, actually you might be right... is there really such a thing as quarter-life crisis? Or, as my friend put it, my mistake was not PLANNING my free day... It's an oxymoron! But makes sense!
Duh...wikipedia it. There is a list of symptoms tabulated on that page. I find myself having some of those too. If this is any consolation to you, I might have the age-catching-up-on me disease too. ;)
I'm in DENIAL.... ;p
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